Tuesday, September 03, 2019

jul - aug ‘19 / ear chest heartbeats on nights we lie together while most days i heard my own heart beating in my ears, each an anxious thud with my insides feeling like they were rushing up my throat. Good days and bad days ran along hand-in-hand and danced around me so I weaved in and out of them. These past few months have been admittedly hard. Really hard. But there are those that helped me calm the sea in my mind. Then there’s this sweet boy who makes me feel the safest I’ve ever felt. I have always thought romance meant feeling intense  butterflies but now I’ll pick the slow lapping of waves anytime. 

Hello September. 
May you be a month of introspection, internal realignment and calmer heartbeats.

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